April 29, 2009: A sweet Escape
Sometimes I don’t know how to feel. Where to go or what to do. I don’t expect to have all of the answers but its hard for me to work on things alone. Its hard for me to trust in the future things won’t change when history keeps repeating itself. What is God trying to tell me?! I just want to trust him and do his will. I just want to love and be loved. Since when does love have a limit? I love hard and I dont give up, why does love give up on me. So many emotions, so miss understood! Its hard for me to except I may have to go through this alone. Yet even though I fail him, the Lord keeps opening doors for me. All is not lost, I’m in this place for a reason and no one said its going to be easy!
