April 12, 2011: Checking In
Transition….its the only way to describe the place I’m in right now. Its ok for now but it can’t last forever. I understand now more then ever that tomorrow is not promised which makes it hard for me to spend time doing things that amount to nothing. I need to be productive every day, making everyday count! My heart is somewhat in a bind…needing to let go and longing for love at the same time. Connecting emotionally is = if not > connecting physically in my book. To be loved and be loved in return is truly the only thing my heart desires. I know my time will come. Then there is this little man who has and always will have a special part of my heart that’s just for him. He smiles at me and my world is made better…in a way that only he could make it. The Lord knew exactly what I needed when he gave him to me and I thank him everyday for him. My Inspiration, my motivation, my Will to live and keep pressing forward. For now in transition…bridging over to my next adventure…who it will include and what I will do I do not know. Yet I eagerly await what is to come….Hello Future!
