March 27, 2009: Checking in…
Well i don’t even know where to began. I have truly been on an emotional roller coaster! Some Highs and lows in the very same day! I am experiencing so many different things these days. Many of which just came about over the last week or so. Its not normal…and sometimes I get a little weary and long for the days when I was normal. And then I think of all the Joy that is to come…mmm I have but a small price to pay. So far I miss being able to eat what I want. Sometimes I crave things and then when I get them, they don’t taste the same. Nothing really taste like it use to…I sound like a fat girl lol, I can’t wait to enjoy eating again… its like a chore now along with so many other things. Things to look forward to… oh there are so many. You know it came to mind today how funny it is…there are those who never speak to you but feel the need to reach out let you know “they are there for you” when they think you are in need or going through a hard time. I’m not sure how to take them. It seem genuinely fake! Maybe they feel remorse for having never been around in the past…mmm. I’m not quite sure I’m on the same wave length with these folks. Any any event.. I have been super slacking on my blogging…not really feeling up to par, I must admit I have slacked on a few things. But I’m back and will try to post at least once a week. This is what I’m telling myself lol
